Despite a pretty good streak of podium results (1st and 2nd!), I have been feeling slow and haven't seen any improvement in my pace for over a year.
On Sunday, I ran a half marathon.
Coming into Sunday I was struggling to commit to a race plan. I had done the training...
Yet the training lacked any intensity, focus or even consistency. I knew I wasn't in top shape, I knew I wasn't a contender for podium (the race had some very fast gals - the female winner came in 20 minutes ahead of my PR...and if I had run my PR I would have barely cracked top 10.). I was struggling to visualize or even find purpose in the run. "Why bother running if I am not going for a podium or PR" was running through my head on repeat for days. Plus there were logistical details to iron out, Oli is in the US and what was I going to do with the babes, etc. etc. Several times I said "maybe it would be easier to just bail on this run".
Then I thought about normal people, who are not obsessed with racing. People who just enjoy running races. Hmmmm...
Then it clicked and I had a race plan. The plan was to just run it, like a normal person. For the first time in 15+ years (or maybe ever), I raced with no watch, no phone, no way to tell my pace or my time or my distance. I just ran "for fun". I ran at a super comfortable pace the entire time...never pushing into that zone where you think you may be ill.
I think I really liked it. My results were ok. I think I was 21st female. My time was 6 minutes slower than my PR, 3 minutes slower than October. It was respectable, but nothing awesome. I was barely sore post race or the next day and I was excited to run. I had plenty of energy for the kids, and the bakfiets. I was definitely not burned out mentally or physically after the race.
And maybe I ran in a dress! I have always wanted to do that!
Here is a video of my finish. (OK, I got a teeeeeny bit competitive at the very end when I saw that gal in pink...but honestly that was the only sprint of the entire race...for real. ).
I can't say enough good things about the race or the town of Leiden. Starting with free babysitting and an expo in a gorgeous cathedral...and then the course through the most beautiful country side and neighborhoods of the Netherlands...plus it was flat and extremely well organized...with supporters lining the course. I don't have many photos, since I ran phoneless...but here are a few I snapped before ditching my technology. I'd love a chance to run this one again next year!
Oh, and one more thing...the day ended with kids, friends, and pizza beside a canal....it was a good day.
Have you ever seen this friends clip? it is so good. I thought of Phoebe a lot during my race.
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Hooray for giving yourself a break and a reminder of why you love to run in the first place! I love Phoebe running - cracks me up every time.
I actually went for a jog (hard to call it running in my case) yesterday after going twice last week. Kevin (and I) was shocked. I will never be good at it, but I've decided to add running to my exercise repertoire, and it feels good. Being outside, challenging myself in a different way... Good stuff.
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